Dealing with disappointment

A recent testimony came to mind when Tim offered people who had suffered disappointment an opportunity to be prayed for.

I have a unbelieving elderly friend and we know each other quite well. He's also a family friend.

Perhaps other people have had struggles like mine, when we would love our friends to be saved but we know we can't force them. Jesus never forced anyone to follow Him. At the same time, I'm asking God to help me be a genuine witness - an authentic reflection of Jesus, in the world but not contaminated by the world.

Addressing these questions and dilemmas with God and other Christians, and asking for His grace, understanding, wisdom and protection, has opened up for me a new freedom, joy and clarity. In difficult situations, I had no other sensible option but to rely on God's resources and direction. When I thought I had the answer myself, or I wanted a quick and easy answer rather than the painful reality, I fell flat on my face. I felt disappointed and confused.

A week ago I was talking to God about my friendship and asking Him to move in my friend's life. God reminded me that His grace is enough. Although my friend hasn't made a real commitment to Jesus yet, the waiting time has still been fruitful - I'm learning to rely more on God and His ability.

Christina Ruddock, 18/02/2008